I Am Not Cool BUT...

Yes! I know...............
I am not cool
For not being able to smile at someone who back stabbed me.

I am not cool
For not being able to pretend i don't know about the lies.

I am not cool
For not being able to pretend back like friend to who-always-pretend-to-my-friend.

I am not cool
For not being able to drive him out of my dream while I am asleep.

I am not cool
For not being able to control my diet when I am hungry.

I am not cool
For being easy to get angry when I am hungry.

I am not cool
For not being able to control my anger immediately.

I am not cool
For making noise when I am angry but after that forget about it and never keep in my mind.

I am not cool
For not being able to know what I want to be.

I am not cool
For not being able to realize what I am good at.

I am not cool
For not being able to have enough confidence to achieve my dream and keep saying "I don't know what i want to be".

I am not cool
For not being able to soft and gentle as a girl.

I am not cool
For not being able to wear make up the whole day and maintain the look as a lady.


But....................... At Least,
I am COOL
For being able to realize and accept the facts that I AM NOT COOL for above things.